Hey all. Well praise God as it has been 13 months and 1 week since I attempted to take my life. You know what though, it was not my time. God broke the ligature around my neck, I am sure of it. So that was it for me, I got my butt to a church in Calgary, Alberta. I participated in a bible study group and in 2 1/2 weeks it will be 1 year since I asked Jesus into my heart and was baptized. Praise be to God and all who have supported me. Also thank you to Brian Head Welch from Korn who's books were also a stepping stone to get where I am today.